I have a job that takes me away from home for weeks on end. Renting an apartment would mean it would be unoccupied for most of the year. Most of my affairs are short term with women I meet on my travels. I join a gym when I am going to be in town for more than a week so I can work out. This is also a good spot to pick up the type of woman I like. I also spend a lot of time in pubs etcetera, mainly for entertainment and the occasional pick-up. It is there I meet some interesting people and often a woman that is prepared for a good time albeit for a week or as long as a month. On this occasion, I was at home and my parents were putting on a party for a few friends just to be sociable and return some hospitality. Normally, I would look up an old friend and go out when these parties are held as most of my parent's friends are their age and married.
Fri 16 Jul She told me I was her soulmate and denial one had ever made her air like I did. Those feelings were reciprocated. After much indecision and anguish, she left her husband and I left my wife so we could start a new relationship together.
Is it her, or the illicitness of the situation? I feel so alone…alone as a single solitary star all the rage an otherwise cloudless night, alone but surrounded by so many people who might as well not be around. It hurts me so bad. I felt betrayed and lied to.